I AM PISSED.
I HATE dieting.
I hate being fat.
I hate my body.
I hate that I can't eat whatever I damn well please whenever I damn well please.
I hate carbs
I hate fat.
I hate calories of any and all kind.
Moreover - why is the universe consipiring against me??
Okay that is obviously overdramatic but it sure feels that way.
Right now...as I type this...there are freaking cookies and chocolate in the breakroom mocking my very existence.
WTF?
I can not say with any certainty that I'm not going to go in there and eat some of it. Yeah, sure I'm motivated and sure I don't want to fail and sure I am making progress (finally got on the scale this morning and I'm down about 7lbs in 15 days which is great) but stiiiiilllllllllllllllllll...
I want cookie.
Dammit.
Oof.
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2 comments:
Read all of your postings and you are trying very hard to lose the weight! I wanted to wish you the best and ask you not to drive yourself crazy. To me, weight and dieting is a mind game and you can drive yourself nuts worrying about it. :)
Take care!! :)
don't push yourself too hard!! take it a day at a time.. and you have the power to throw those cookies out... you just don't want to... go on.. do it.. get it over with... throw everything out...
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